I read this post and realized it said exactly what I wish I was able to say. “People for Others” is a great site to follow, written by Paul Brian Campbell, SJ.
Posted: 20 Aug 2014 09:00 PM PDT
Most of the time, I bumble and stumble through life with barely more consciousness than a fly. Recently, however, I have had some experiences of the exaltation to which humanity is capable and, at the same time, a growing horror at the cruelty and depravity into which too many of our fellow humans can sink.
Think of the loving service that hundreds of medical personnel have been giving to victims of Ebola, the stunning brilliance shown by architects, musicians and other artists throughout history, the everyday kindness of so many people we encounter.
And, yet, we also have a tendency to wage war upon each other to an alarming extent, the physical and sexual abuse of children continues, there is widespread corruption in business and politics and — to speak only for myself – I do nothing much but impotently watch as it all happens before my eyes.
I sign petitions for or against this or that, but the last time I actually rallied for a cause was against the Second Gulf War… and that was a long time ago. These days I feel so tired when I get home from work that I can barely keep my eyes open through Mass and dinner.
Where will I stand at the “Last Judgment”? Will I be among the blessed who’ve helped release captives or will I be sent to join those who would not feed the hungry, clothe the naked or visit the imprisoned?
I wish I knew.
I wish I knew too!